I was sooo mad at you today! I hate when you do that , and do that and do it all over again!!! I was impatient even and went through feeling how i feel when you do this but somehow when i thought i was as infuriated as I could possibly be and really didnt want to speak to you or was not in the mood to see you, all you had to do was what you did..Damn you!!!!!!! How do you pull my strings like a private instrument, wind me up like you're tuning a guitar, all the while living me in discord and then when you are wel and ready you make me smile so effortlessly!!!!!! HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA , yep all I want to do is scream, i liked being mad at you , it meant you were not immortal, i liked feeling irritated by that action cos it meant i hadn't lost my freedom to think like myself....I DID hate the fact that you knew just what to say and I wish I could hate that I love you so but that still aint happening!
Oh you on the other hand waltzing in and out of my life, you try to exercise a hold on me and I don't know what it is about you that just resounds in my head, I know the emotions are not there anymore , not at all in the strength that they once stood , but yet I guess its some subconcious effect you have on me , making me wonder if our purpose together has been fulfilled, our chapter concluded what are we still clashing for? Hmmm time wll tell, but you dudes sha , I no be elevator you need to stop pushing my buttons just because you can!!!!
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babes - appears you are writing about 2 different ppl. Let me speak abt d 2nd... if the emotions aren't there anymore, then let it go.
Just communicate ur release, if it's dead then bury it to focus on the first. you would be happy whoever you choose but it's not best 4 u 2 maintain 2 options.
go with ur heart... u will not go wrong & certainly have great prospects ahead. time wld tell and ur destiny has met it's time.
4 u it's a glorious destiny and you wld make d right decision in dis matter!!
Hey anon! Thanks a lot and no the second isn't an option at all its just me thinking about him, right now don't even think the first is an option anymore!
'' I no be elevator you need to stop pushing my buttons''-I know your not kidding, but I still think that was down right hilarious!!No vex abeg.
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